24 March, 2010.
Don't really have much time to blog lately though im actually quite free during work. Usually.
Hmm...i got caught for reading manga last friday during work.
Jed (sup): *stares at com screen while standing behind me*
me: *smiles* hehe
Jed: still laugh...
me: *thinking, its the end die liao. kena caught.*
Jed: i ytd read already you so slow ah?
me: O.O *curse and swear in my head* oh~~~ u read one ah?
Jed: Of course! that ichigo gg already la. Naruto i also read already. *smiles*
CUA SAI CAN!!!
Let me see...oh yea there was another incident.
me: *playing games on facebook*
engineer (some guy tall and skinny, i forgot his name): *walks into room* WAH! You all playing game! *fierce look*
me: ho seh liao. *trying to minimize screen*
engineer: you all GOOD!
me: *OMG*
engineer: NEVER GIVE ME LINK!!!
CUA SAI TWICE. kns. LOL. But when i think back. Hilarious.
Been downloading movies and reading alot lately. SHIOK!~
And i've also been thinking about being an EXCO in MI Club. Well, at one point of time i really wanted to quit in the beginning, but i promised preet that a few others and myself would stay on for her sake during the planning stage for the Design Event. In which we did.
After which, i still continued to stay on coz well...i felt a sense of belonging there, to be with the rest. Not to mention im the only active Exco from path 2 in MI Club.
Due to attachment i was unable to go for the OGL camp. Which im damn disappointed for not going. But really had no choice. Lost the chance for me not to have ANY juniors for the second time. Wanted to go back to help out to you know maybe vet stuff like what the previous seniors did like Hong Qing.
Nevertheless, i wasn't updated about anything. Don't really blame the rest, but yeah. It just feels like shit coz you wana help, but yet you can'. And that you wana have fun with them but you also can't do anything about it.
And even if i DID go back. What difference would it make?
If i go back and if i happen to reject some junior's work. Who am i to reject? I didn't get to train them. And it'll be like what happened to my Finale crew and Hong Qing that time, where we got pissed for him rejecting our work and saying us when he wasn't even the one who trained us nor went for the camp?!
Same thing applies.
Was pondering over the fact that if i DO stay on as an Exco, what difference would it make?
I can't find a reason to answer this yet. At one point i was kinda pissed coz i kept seeing plurks all related to planning stage, ogl camp, plan this plan that, and now what...planning for FMO. Talk about demoralizing. To the point i dun even care already.
Least i finally understood how preet felt when she WAS an Exco back then. Where there were no updates...yea you were alone. We don't blame the rest but...we just feel this way. Oh well...
Enough about that. Sad times to be pushed aside!
Going for church camp this Friday to Sunday! WOOTS!!!
Going for the J.P.Morgan's 5.6km run, Big Boss sponsored us $50 for this. Will be getting free goodie bag and stuff HEHE.
Ok~~~ I've blogged enough to kill those eyes of yours if you're reading this.
ADIOS~~~
