27 October, 2009.
Pain turns to hatred and is burned into darkness which accumulates till one can't take it anymore.
This cycle will never cease to stop. Think about it carefully and you'll agree with me.
To be able to find one that truly cares for you, for me is impossible.
If you were in my shoes you'll understand completely. To find a partner to JUST show care and concern to you is sooo hard. Ya...like emo now. Start of the week i did not know why my heart started beating very fast when i saw her. Its been like ages since the............that thing. How i was to know she already had a stead? FREAK. You guys can blame me. But its not easy for someone to find another person who is willing to stand by you through hard times. They may be just giving you a false front.
Preet will sure kill me for blogging about emo things again. =P
I just can't help it. At least i feel abit better after typing all these frustrations out. Why? No one to tell these stuff to. So tell it to the computer.
These days many r/s all one sided. I feel sad for those who go unappreciated or ignored. Maybe cause i can feel it if i'm in their shoes. Already am. If i had power i think i might just scorch the earth in darkness. Heart just drops and stop beating.
Now im just saying in general. So those out there reading this, don't get annoyed or anything.
Guys these days show so much commitment. Willing to risk it all for the girls. Isn't that what girls hope for in their boyfriends? Or the ones they love? I don't get it.
There are many good people out there. Perfect ones you might be thinking. Actually there is. But so far what i get is that all the 'perfect' ones are taken. Some of my friends and i are already giving up on love. Like whats the point. You put in 101% but the results are nothing more than 3%. Yea damn pathetic. We know.
I had a friend who had problems and talked to me about it. Told him to sing it all out, since he likes to rock out. Singing helps for me too. But seriously...many of us, or you can say me. May never have the same perspective of Love anymore. Its just to tormenting. To chase after someone who might already be attached? Or to chase after someone but at the same time you reject another girl, but in return you get treated unfairly.
I don't know.
I'm sure there are people out there be it guys or girls, who have never stead before.
Well...don't fret over it. I'm definitely one of them.
Gona drown sorrows with a bro soon.
You can drink your water while i drink my milo.
24 October, 2009.
YOOOOOOOOOO~
Attended cousin, Carlton's wedding today at the Church of Saint Annes near sengkang there.
After the lunch there, i rushed off to meet Ray and Deon at Compass Point while dropping my Aunts off at the mrt station.
Decided to buy presents for the 2 girls. Ended up buying Eeyore and Piglet which 2 special modified Birthday cards for them. HAHA!!!
Oh and i bought an additional BANANA for someone. Ex sia that long yellow thing. =X
Than after meeting the girls we all went to Pitstop cafe, which we spent like $82 in the bill. LOL!
I shall not mention the price of the cake coz the 2 girls will read my blog one (i think). LOL.
Yea equally ex. hahahaha~~~
okay enough about money.
Had fun with all of them today! SHIOK. Care free life the best. Oh the pitstop cafe girl not bad looking. Furthermore got TWO man. Told deon next time we can work there part time. ^^
HAHAAHAHAHAHA.
After bringing Preet and Ray off to Cityhall mrt station, the remaining 3 of us went to Marina square to EAT EAT! Ate some chilli pasta thing. Another $11.80. T.T to my wallet.
Today spent alot. Aiya at least i dun spend like that everyday. But it was worth it for my friends today. HUAT AH!!!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PREET!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ETHEL!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TIEK HAN!!! (sorry couldn't attend your party today)
21 October, 2009.
After sorting out the people in my class, now my whole class only got 5 guys including myself. LOL!1st lesson was DSA. This Jimmy Oh guy..he 'zao xia' exactly 27 times. Shall continue to count during my next lesson man. At least this keeps me awake in the early hours of the morning. =X
Kena sabo-ed by AJ to be DSA class rep also. LOL~
Rushed to booth to help out as usual. Shiok.
In the late afternoon, kena whack my meiyi. LOLOL!!!!!!
And called Shuhui's name wrongly. Sibei no face liao. HAHA!
Aiya but had fun today TILL early evening. When the KHOO appeared with 'others'. Than everyone du lan liao.
REST EARLY GUYS! ITS BEEN A LONG DAY!
16 October, 2009.
Hey! Its been quite awhile since i last blogged.Was kinda busy with stuff thats why. Sometimes also lazy to blog thats why. Well...Irene and Deon came over to my home today! Played guitar hero and catch up with each other lives. Changing of class thing has become a headache for me though im not the one changing. SOOOOO many people trying to get into my class e2 la. which also mean its harder for my friends to enter too. =(
Oh well no harm trying right?
Saw the class list already. And also kena scolded by Zong Ren! LOL!!!
Why?
Cause he say my class got alot of girls. -.-"
When his class has only 3. Asked me if i wanted to change class with him. NOOOOO. Cause i didn't like the modules he was thinking. HAHA!
Yay~ Downloaded Naruto: Akatsuki Rising psp game!
Game interface was much more well improved compared to the older versions of Naruto on psp.
Ok gtg now!
Take care everyone!!!
P.S. School reopens in 2 freaking days. SIAN! =P
12 October, 2009.
Rotted in school at 10am. Had some OGL meeting.
Than went to play bowling with Amily and AJ. LOL. Its been awhile since i played it. 1st game AJ won. Last game i won, but with only 80 points. LOLOL.
But it was fun!
07 October, 2009.
- It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return.But what is more painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let that person know how you feel.
- A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let go.
- The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you’ve ever had.
- It’s true that we don’t know what we’ve got until we lose it, but it’s also true that we don’t know what we’ve been missing until it arrives.
- It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone-but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.
- Don’t go for looks, they can deceive. Don’t go for wealth, even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright.
- Dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go, be what you want to be. Because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do.
- Always put yourself in the other’s shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the person too.
- A careless word may kindle strife. A cruel word may wreck a life. A timely word may level stress. But a loving word may heal and bless.
- The happiest of people don’t necessarily have the best of everything they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.
- Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, ends with a tear. When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die, you’re the one smiling and everyone around you is crying.
01 October, 2009.
Today was a day of fun till...something called SUEY-ness entered it.
Will tell you guys about it as i say my story of today.
Aj came over to my home in the early afternoon for lunch. Than we headed to Louis home for a swim with Fathu as well. OK we were not exactly swimming. More of playing with the wabola and seeing each other in pain after kena whacked by it. Sadistic entertainment you might think, but well its certainly fun. Shall do it sometime soon again. =)
Louis and i were on the same team. Somehow or rather both of us headshot AJ and Fathu. Should we be happy we hit them or should we be happy that our accuracy was WOOHOO? =X
Torso-shot was also available. LOL. But i think i missed and gave Fathu a on the spot Cock-hit. SORRY AH. =P
Than we moved on to the "saw-na" (i duno how to spell). Well it was more 'smoky and foggy' than hot at first. Than later on WAAAAA hot man. Yea the 4 half naked handsome guys in there were hot. LOL!!!
Dropped Fathu off than we headed back to my home. Oh yea i missed out something. Before going to Louis home i collected my long awaited GUITAR HERO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SHIOK. Can say i was high on air at that point of time.
Had bak kut teh, pig trotters, sting ray, sotong and 2 bowls of rice for dinner, shared with the 2 of them. Sibei shiok~~~
After dinner we rushed back to my home to fix up the Guitar Hero.
BUT THEN....
SHIT LAAAAA~~~
Everything was working except the FREAKING DISC.
The horror man. The suey-ness. Yea damn sad. Someone pls cheer me up. HAHAHAs.
Tmr will be going to Louis home again to borrow his disc to play instead. For at least try out and see if everything is working.
=(
