Why the fuck am i still bleeding. So many years already. Shit.
You're the first one i ever knew. First one i ever loved. And surprisingly the first one who ever taught me to play mahjong at your home.
And what... Im still blaming my fucking self for saying that we're just friends only that time without using my fuckin brain. I know you won't get a chance to read this either way.
But i just wana say, "Though its too late to say anything, i just wana say that I'm sorry for what happened last time. I didn't consider your feelings for me that time and blurted out the wrong words, and im a fucking fool. Now that you're with Manuel, i wish you guys the best..."
Sorry.
28 August, 2009.
Its been a very sporty day for me today.
Tmr i'll be aching all over. I went to gym at NYP followed by playing tennis...than in the evening at around 8.30pm met up with Chang Wei my old buddy and Irene TAM at Montfort!!!
Played badminton. SHIOK MAN the new sports hall. Met Galvin too. Brings back alot of memories sia Montfort.
Now got one word.
Shagged...
24 August, 2009.
Reached school super early today man...like reached at 8am.
What to do. OSM paper starts at 9am.
Sooo met Shuling, Amily and AJ, together with Huiping to continue some final revision.
Waaaa sian the paper......
After which, Irene, Mx, Amily, AJ and i went to orchard, Far East Plaza to help Gary shop for dresses. HAHA. Nope, sadly not for him to wear. Its for his friend's birthday present. =)
On our way in the mrt towards Orchard, a pervertic horny indian man who was sitting down directly beside Amily (mind you we were ALL standing), was HAPPILY observing his surroundings with much effort and detail. By which his surroundings was actually just one person called AMILY!!!! Sicko? Yes, definitely. His eyeballs were rolling up and down. Till he saw Mx than a new target has been aquired. LMAO~
Gary and Irene had Mx to become their model to try on the dresses (present for the friend). One dress after another all tried by our new model, Tan Miao Xia. LOL!
Walk walk walk. Than we headed straight for Irene's home to chill.
The group decided then to split up into 2 groups. One the walking group (AJ, Gary and Amily), second the take bus group (Irene, Mx and i).
During the bus ride Irene broke my chain necklace...the cross one...she pull until GG. T.T
Soooo the take bus group reached Irene's home first. So what to do after reaching her house? Common sense, to go in right? Well, thats kinda the problem. The moment the door is being opened, waaaaa her 'baby' (name of her dog) kept barking barking like siao. Furthermore, we had seen him since he was just a puppy. Now it has grown up to quite a big size man.
"It now has BALLS!", said Irene grinning. LOL.
So at first Mx and i were kinda shocked seeing the baby frantically trying to have a go at us. Than Irene said, "Hurry! He will jump out one."
We somehow didn't believe coz the fence was kinda high for it to jump over.
WE WERE SO WRONG.
It jumped over and started chasing Mx. Damn funny la!!!!!!!!!!
Than i entered the house. Soon after the next group came. All of them stucked OUTSIDE the house. I think i was like bait la come to think of it.
You guess what kind of bait? Dog humping bait. Her dog likes to jump and hug ur leg that kind. Thing is...the moment he does that his head is directly infront of my 'you know where'. Had to keep shoving off baby. Sooo after seeing what happened to Mx and me. They were just standing outside her home not daring to enter. BUT!!!!!! Irene came to the rescue with her eh eh eh UMBRELLA ella ella ella~~~
The dog is kinda freaked out by it. Oh! and so was it afraid of the cane! My weapon for the day.
I don't mind the dog neither am i scared of it. It just kept wanting to hump my leg. -.-"
After much trouble Irene and i managed to trick baby into the kitchen after which i had to shut the door, leaving Irene in the kitchen with baby. Then run to the main door, open it for them to run into Irene's room to hide. Like some military training field sia. Mainly the girls were like AHRGH!!!!! The guys were all OK! Except that the dog smelt all our private areas. Let me think...baby likes Gary's hair.....likes AJ's hand and his private area the MOST~
My....i guess this blog post of mine is the longest i've ever written. One more quarter to go before i end though. STAY TUNED ON!
Soooo played Irene's ps3. Cool shit man. Graphic damn good. Played Broken bonds naruto and Call of Duty 4. YEAH MAN!!!!!! Killed all of them. WAHAHAHA!
Okok i don't be lor sor already gona end it now.
Bye!!! ^^V
23 August, 2009.
Didn't know Esplanade library was actually quite a nice place to study at. Comfortable seats with a good view around too. Was there with my good old buddy Jin Kiat (haven't seen him in like ages) and Shuling today. We studied our OSM while he studied a more chim version of IS.
We soon found somewhere with comfortable seats to seat. Ended up sitting with an aunty. We didn't mind though. Soon after, Jin Kiat and i found out that the lady was kinda weird. Like sot sot like that. Shuling also found her not RIGHT in the mind too. LOL. Created some jokes, ended up laughing. LOL!
Anyways, today was a happy studying day with STRESS man. Tmr got OSM paper....9am somemore...wa lao...sian-ed.
To everyone out there. JIAYOU and DON'T GIVE UP HOPE!!!
21 August, 2009.
Met up with Fathu, Wan and Teng Fon in the morning at NYP to study.
Was totally moodless. No mood to study. Currently still am abit though. At least managed to cover up come chapters of OSM. At least work is being done!
Oh ya, my 2 friends...Fathu and Wan got STUCK IN THE LIFT!!! LOL!
Yea they currently well. Nothing to worry about. Hahas. After studying for awhile Wan and Fathu left coz Fathu needed to go home. Left TF and I man. Irene came over awhile later.
Than....when we're supposed to be studying OSM.
Irene...that girl....tempted TF and i by showing us babes in their hot sexy underwear walking around in Victoria's Secret. LOL!!!
Than chatted about alot of stuffs man. From ghosts to past incidents to girls to AHEM....yea you get the point. LMAO.
20 August, 2009.
Hmm...went to Serangoon today to study with Miao Xia.
Waited for this lady rotting below her block.
And my OSM lecture notes tio vandalised by her. LOL. Luckily i did the notes before hand already. XD
Study study study...but some stuffs still can't bypass my brain.
After studying slacked at the play ground. Deprived of our childhood last time. =)
*Everyone study hard!*
17 August, 2009.
Cool right?!!!
Yea its lollipops. Not cigarettes. LOL. I have no idea where my aunt got it though.
Hmm...was supposed to study today but went out with Miao Xia instead to watch 'Where got ghosts?'!
Sibei funny man! Must watch!!! But throughout the whole movie they liked to use my fav word....HUAT AH!
Damn proud of it. LOL!!!!
But i tell you after going out with her today i kept bumping into ALOT OF FRIENDS.
I tell you who i met along the way. Met, Jun ye, Tiffany, Teng fon, Jim, Irene, Frankie and christine. STUN MAN!!!!!
waaaa go much into details of today. =X
cya!
15 August, 2009.
Blog,
Who came out with that word? It sounds... wrong.
If you didn't know the meaning of the word, you'd never guess what it really is.
It's like.... "I need to take a Blog"
or
"My boss is such a Blog!"
or
"She's got amazing Blogs!"
Hang on...
Oh...
Someone just told me 'Blog' actually stands for 'WeB Log'...
Ok now I feel a bit stupid.
I feel like a real Blog.
11 August, 2009.
~National Day ~
Had an exciting day with Naz, Yat, Gary, Fathu, Amily, AJ, Jun Liang (Amily's bro), Wan and Miao Xia!
All of us meet at Parkway Parade and had lunch at Banquet. Not long after we had a 'picnic' at ECP. However the original plan at first was to head over to Marina Barrage, but heard that it was closed due to the National Day celebrations. =(
Nevertheless, we had fun at ECP!
After that all 10 of us made our way towards City Hall. Than strolled like all over the place to buy some time for the fireworks. Yea...our parents income tax burst into beautiful colours in the moonlit sky of Singapore.
Not too long after the fireworks display. We split up Fathu they all as we wanted to have dinner. Sooooo....Amily, Jun Liang, AJ, Miao Xia and i made our way to Marina something something which i can't remember to eat eat EAT!
The girls were very lucky AJ and i had brought extra KA-CHING along that day man. AJ paid for his 'family' while i paid for Mx. LOL!!! For those who didn't understand, its an inside joke. =)
Yea so its been a fun filled day with everyone. Reached home 1 hour later than what mum wanted me to be home but it was worth it. WAHAHAHA~
Woke damn early. And Dad drove the family to TUAS.
Yea of all places...to TUAS! Its like literally going from one end of SG to the other end.
East to the West.
Bo bian. Niece's birthday. Who is Vera!
Yeap. Everyone went there to swim. Only Sean and i didn't jump in cause we were darn lazy. HAHA! The journey like already killed our whole morning just by travelling.
At least ended off the day eating at Joshua's home with CRAB!!! Wooots. ShIoK i tell you...
08 August, 2009.
National Day is like tmr so wanted to share something with all you cool people out there!
Here you go! Think you can still remember SG's songs from your childhood?
=)
05 August, 2009.
Its been awhile since i last blogged. Yeap, many things have been happening lately. Some which are quite stupid really, well thats life. Well i have a friend who always claim that LIFES SUX, i started to pnder over it for a sec. Its not necessary true. Well for him maybe? LOL!
I had aPERFECTdream a day back. As in really had a very veryVERY FUFILLING DREAM.
Noooooo. I didn't had a wet dream. I know those horny people out there must be smiling to themselves while reading this, but no, not that KINDA dream.
Anyways, the dream was basically about me steading with this long haired (not pontianak), quite tanned girl (no not obama kind). CHIO MAN. But i never see her before soooo yea.
WAAAAAAAA~~~
The feeling i had just enough by being with her was great la. Yea we hugged....and im not going further in explaining that. =)
But, if you wana know vivid DETAILS i might still remember if you ask me online. HAHAS!
But not long after i was awakened by this stupid invention, theALARM CLOCK.Dammit!!!
Yea this tiny little invention didn't last long either. Why? You may ask.
I personally DESTROYEDit by threwing it on the floor. But now when i think of it quite stupid. LOL!!!! Needa buy a new one soon.
Haix~
Darn...how i miss the feeling of having someone who cares for you as much as you care for that person. The feeling of having that special someone beside you.
Cool right?!!!
