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BIOGRAPHY.


Hey! My name's Nicholas Lee.
19 years old this year.
Birthday: 14th Jan 1991
Studying at NYP, DMIT.

Wish-List.

1) Havanas
2) DSLR (Nikon D5000)
3) Sports laptop bag
4) Driving license
5) Learn and buy my own guitar
6) IPHONE

Plurk.com

SAY IT.

MY FRIENDS.

TOOT FAMILY

AJ (TOOTY CHICKY)
AMILIES (TOOTY WIG)
MIAO XIA (TOOTY NUT)
MITCHELL (TOOTY NONSENSE)


MIT OGLs

Audrey
Ethel
Eugene
Iris
Jasmine Lam
Jun Ye
Meiyi
Preet
Ray
Sihui
Tiffany
Wendy
Wilson Tang
Yan Zhen
Yat
Zaini


FRIENDS

Basirah
Brandon
Brandon Michael
Chang Wei
Christine
Clive
Daniel Ong
Daron Chua
Derek
Dennis
Dexter
Gladys
Halifah
Hwee Siang
Isaac Sim
Jasmine Chan
Jeffrey
Joanna
Joethy
Jokhie
Jun Ru
Justin Chua
Kaes
Kailing
Lim Fei
Montfort NPCC
Nian Zhi
Rainald
Shu Ling
Shu Ting
Siufang
Song Wei
Sir Tai Wei
Suffian
Vivian
Wei De
Xinhong
Yan Ling
Yvonne
Zi Jun
Zoe

PAST.

3/1/08
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PLAY THAT.

Credits.

© freakyryo-

30 June, 2009.

1) The person who tagged you?

- Ethel


2) Your relationship with him/her?
- Shes my Ah Ma. Good friend.

3) Your 1st impression of him/her?
- Not gona say anything le. Coz ORIGINAL ANSWER NOT ALLOWED TO PUT. and i didnt had peace for the night.

4) Your most memorable moment with him or her
- err??? oh oh FMO planning stage time.

5)The most memorable you said to him or her.
- The bread you make very nice. I can't rmb wad i said man....

6) If him/her becomes your lover?
- Don't wana say.

7) If him or her becomes your lover, what would you like him or her to improve on.
- Don't cut hair and look like chai fan auntie.

8) If him/her becomes your enemy, what will do?
- I hope it doesn't happen.

9) If him/her becomes your enemy, what will be the reason?
- Must be some serious matter.

10) Your most desired thing you want to do for her now?
- Hope she stays happy.

11) Your overall impression of him/her?
- Damn funny girl.

12) The characteristic you love most about yourself?
- Me? I love milo.

13) The characteristic you hate most about yourself?
- I keep thinking of things, that kills my own heart.

14) The most idea person you want to be?
- I'm reaching there.

15) For people that care and like you, say something to them.
- Muacks!!! LOLs.

16) Pass this quiz to 10people who you want to know how they feel about you.
1) Preet
2) AJ
3) Ethel
4) Amilies
5) Miao Xia
6) Ray
7) Fathu
8) Yan Zhen
9) Meiyi
10) Audrey

17) Who is 6 having relationship with? (Ray)
- errr....HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Siao.

18) Is 9 a female/male? (Meiyi)
- Female turtle.

19) If 7&10 are together, would it be a good thing? (Fathu & Audrey)
- I'll LMAO.

20) What is 2 studying at the moment? (AJ)
- Nothing i guess.

21) When was the last time you chat with 3? (Ethel)
- Now lor. Still chatting. She lol me.

22) What kind of music does 8 like? (Yan Zhen)
- Not very sure leh. LOL!

23) Does 1 have siblings? (Preet)
- Yea man.

24) Will you woo 3? (Ethel)
- You say leh...

25) How about 7? (Fathu)
- Its A HIM. Me no gay. Me NO gay.

26) Is 4 single? (Amilies)
- Yeap.

27) What is the sir-name of 5? (Miao Xia)
- Tan.

28) What is the hobby of 5? (Miao XIa)
- Sleeping and watching dramas.

29) Do 5&9 get along well? (Miao Xia & Meiyi)
- They ain't know each other.

30) Where is 2 studying at? (AJ)
- NYP.

31) Say something casual about your eyes?
- Yea. Look into my eyes and u feel high. Stupid question LEH.

32) Have you develop feelings for 5? (Miao Xia)
- I wouldn't say so. Though i kena sabo-ed free flow cause of her. HAHAs.

33) What colour does 4 like? (Amilies)
- Pink? I think so...

34) Are 5&1 goodfriends? (Miao Xia & Preet)
- Nopes. They dont know each other.

35) Does 7 like 2? (Fathu & AJ)
- YEA. Alot. The GAY way. No la they good bros.

36) How do you get to know 2? (AJ)
- Maths Prepatory Course in Year 1.

37) Does 1 have any pets? (Preet)
- Nope. Shouldn't be bah i guess.

38) Is 7 the sexiest person in the world? (Fathu)
- He's GAYbriella leh. You asking the obvious.

39) How is 7 related to you? (Fathu)
- Good bro.

40) Describe 1 (Preet)
- She like to use paper whack my poor head.

28 June, 2009.

Stuck at home for the past one week. And...it sucks staying at home.
Oh well...im CURED! Yea, baby!

Thing is now my dad and i have somewhat spots on our hands and feet. Doc said it was cause our bodies are fighing and pushing the virus outta our bodies. o.O
Going to the Doc tmr to double comfirm again...mum's orders. LOLs.

Doc BETTER say im alright man. I want to go for the BBQ!!!
I must must must. Stuck at home for one miserable week NO LONGER!!! Need fresh air man.
In one week many things happened.

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Don't bother dreaming and hoping for things you hope to achieve or gain it'll never come true and its to your own willful thinking.


26 June, 2009.


Can you leave me here alone now
I dont wanna hear you say
That you know me
That I should be always doin what you say
Cause Im tryin' to get through today
And there's one thing I know

-Chorus-
I dont wanna think about you
or think about me
Dont wanna figure this out
I dont wanna think about you
or think about nothin'
Dont wanna talk this one out
I won't let you bring me down
'cause I know, I don't wanna think about you, don't wanna think about you

When I wake up here tomorrow
Things will never be the same
Cause I won't wait
Cause you won't change
And you'll always be this way
Now I'm gonna get through today
And there's one thing I know

-Chorus-
I dont wanna think about you
or think about me
Dont wanna figure this out
I dont wanna think about you
or think about nothin'
Dont wanna talk this one out
This time I won't let you bring me down
Won't let you shut me out
'This time I know, I don't wanna think about you

Run away, run away, running as fast as I can
Run away, run away, I'll never come back again
Run away, run away
(I don't wanna think about you
or think about me
Dont wanna figure this out
I don't wanna think about you
or think about me
Dont wanna talk this one out)

-Chorus-
I don't wanna think about you
or think about me
Dont wanna figure this out
I don't wanna think about you
or think about nothin'
Dont wanna talk this one out
This time I won't let you bring me down
Won't let you shut me out
'This time I know, I don't wanna think about you,
Run away, run away ,I dont wanna think about you
Run away, run away ,I dont wanna think about you
Run away, run away ,I dont wanna think about you
Run away, run away.....

21 June, 2009.

urgh...i dun feel well. feeling damn uncomfortable sia. stupid weather.
damn weak now. i hope i dun fall sick. hate getting sick. Now temp is 38.5 degress. Omg....

than today...was checking my pocket on my pants at home. found something hard. took it out. i saw something black dry and hard. i looked at it carefully. as i looked i saw legs and then i realised wad it was.
it was a DRYED UP LIZARD. i stun than threw it outta the window. LOLS.
wa lau i could see its eye sockets la...
as much as i love biology i hate lizards.
LOL.

Sick....
i hope all my friends out there do not fall sick too.
Cheers.

19 June, 2009.

Headed down to NYP to study with Ethel and Ray today. Studied while Ethel and Ray did their projects. Come to think of it i needa settle mine...SOON.
Didn't study study for long as i left school at around 4.15pm.
Almost overshot one bus stop as i slept through the journey home. Heng man.

After that Dad drove Mum and i over to Takashimaya for dinner at CoCa restaurant (steamboat style). Standard of the food has dropped. Last time one BEST. Now the food tastes quite plain. Bought cufflings for Dad's present. YEAH! He liked it. =)
Bought some other stuff too. One of it was a shoe. LOLS.

Kay la. Damn tired now man. Cya!
I hate over the holidays PROJECTS. Do you?


18 June, 2009.

Louis fetched Ethel and I to school today again. HUAT AH!
Went back to study for abit.

Than for the rest of the day was spent at ECP skating with Louis, Fathu, Wan and Gary.
Ethel went home.
Met Papa and Wendy with their freshies over there. They've been skating from 11am to 5pm lor.
LOLs!

3rd time skating in my life. Still prefer ice skating though its much more FUN!
Seeing people cycling reminds me....i needa get a new BIKE! The 2 bikes i have at home too small le. Needa save KA-CHING!

Oh dear, tmr celebrating Dad's b'dae in advance. But but....NEVER BUY GIFT YET. Holy cow.



Mixed UP. Crap.

17 June, 2009.

English Translation
The monochrome blows through our colorless encounter.
I shall entrust each of my pains to you

The unforgiving autumn, which forcefully traces my scars, comes
While your cool fingers still beckon me

After I'd melted, you tenderly save
The troublesome, icy me and and toy around with me with a kiss

Nevertheless, I search for a single form of love
Your dried eyes tied it to the present from a time far beyond
If I can, I want to end while shrouded this like
Together, we concealed our pale selves; the moon is hiding, too

How many nights did I come to love since then?
In the sea of dependence, I forget to even breathe

Even with your captivation, you only leave behind a tepid warmth
In the art of knowing when to quit, I dislike your conceited kisses

Don't leave me alone, perceive and color me already
What words will slip out of your room?
Being confused, falling asleep- Will you tell me about things beyond those?
Only the moon is looking at the sighs lost in the questions of smiles

When the next long needle points to the ceiling
You won't be around anymore; I won't need you anymore

Nevertheless, I definitely searched for a form of love
Your teary eyes tied it to the present from a time far beyond
If I can, I want to end while shrouded this like
Your wish and the night bring morning along in vain

Paint it with a tender, passionate, yet cowardly kiss

The moon illuminates our final night



16 June, 2009.

Louis fetched Ethel and I to school today! Yeah man.
Feels great not to take bus to school for a change. Hahas.

Played badminton with Fathu, AJ, Amiliy, Yew Chuan and Zubair. Didn't play for long though. Had to do entrepreneurship project. Sigh...of all 7 members. Only 2 were present. Kit Ying and i. PATHETIC. I just have to eat up 10% of the marks and fail them for their part.

Gona start on RAD tmr already man.

WOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PA!!!!!!!!!!

13 June, 2009.


Woooo~~~
Holidays are here!!!

Yeah man. SHIOK~
But yet its the start to un-ending retardedness to certain events. LOLs.
Went out kai kai today. CHILLED a weeks worth of anger out man. POWER!
Have to do it again soon. =)

WANA WATCH NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM 2 and TRANSFORMERS!

11 June, 2009.

I remember the times we spent together
on those drives
We had a million questions
all about our lives
and when we got to New York
everything felt right
I wish you were here with me
tonight

I remember the days we spent together
were not enough
and it used to feel like dreamin'
except we always woke up
Never thought not having you
here now would hurt so much

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

I remember the time you told me about when you were eight
And all those things you said that night that just couldn't wait
I remember the car you were last seen in
and the games we would play
All the times we spilled our coffees
and stayed out way too late
I remember the time you sat and told me about your Jesus
and how not to look back even if no one believes us
When it hurt so bad sometimes
not having you here...

I sing,
"Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight"

I sing,
"Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight"

07 June, 2009.

Met up with AJ, Joshua and Fathu for tennis today.
Supposed to play in the morning, but dear Joshua was stopped by NYP's security guard as non-NYP students are not allowed to access NYP's facilities.

Went to gym instead than had lunch with Ray, Ethel and Zahil at macs. Wilson, Audrey and Sihui joined us later.  ^^
Somehow or rather played tennis at YCK there after.
I ACCIDENTALLY hit fathu on his back, calf and nearly killed his manhood. LOL!
Luckily he jumped thanks to his quick reflexes if not mama mia.


06 June, 2009.






[Yesterday's post]
Bus hopped with Ethel and Deon today to school had breakfast with them. Had 3 pau-s. Nearly dropped one pau outta my hand again. Been dropping things outta my hand this week. Example: Pau, Bubble tea, pen, fries. And i knocked down Deon's green tea. LOL!

After school, at block N, Nettez drove Louis's car with us (Iris, Ethel, Louis and i) to North side. Something funny happened la. Nettez was trying to change the gear, but she didnt step on the pedal than cannot change. HAHA! Aiya she also long time never drive le....can forgive right? But damn funny.   ^^

Than played badminton with Ah ma, papa, pick up driver uncle, Yew chuan (for awhile), Wan, Fathu, Louis, Zubair and Wilson.
Head shot ah ma by accident also.  Sorry ah!   =P 
Head shot papa coz he missed the shuttle too. LOL.
Body shot Louis 4 times. And in return i also kena hit 2 times. LOL!
Damn fun lor~

Ethel played more hiong than Ray siaaa. Papa tired liao, than ah ma say, "wan play?" HAHA. So we play play play.   =)
Than now someone body ache until cannot get out of bed. LOLs.
Moral of story EXCERCISE MORE!

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Was bored yesterday during my 2 hours break i ended up writing this:
Every picture every song
was with you all along

through day by day
as we lay and ate lays 
on the grass

ok no link
random

though some are blind
some are dumb
i'm sure their brain was lum
numb as in they can't move
though it was time to groove
as they laid on the roof
hearing dogs as they woof

woof woof as they bark
if you're reading this go eat tree bark

roses are red
veggies are green
your breath smells bad use listerine

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Lum Song (i was THAT bored okay...this writing meant no offense to anyone.)

Mr.Lam and Mr.Tam walking on the road
one was toking to mum
one was drinking rum
but both kena hum

as they ate gum
they said...yum yum
as though they were eating *um
their faces became glum
as they shook their bums

03 June, 2009.

I don't even know how to start this blog going. 
Lets see...was listening to ipod a few days back, came across a few songs that brought back alot ALOT of freaking memories. Singing with her, etc.
Well....its kinda the past. Yet its haunting me again. Shes coming back to Singapore SOON. Comfirm will meet de knowing her. Oh well...i think its impossible including our family background and relationship. HECK!

Seeing my friends emo over their situation makes me think about what happened to me too in the past. Yea, many people say never look back. But never say never. 
Tell me why~
Tell me why~   I can't seem to face the truth~

Just plain moodless, no feelings no shit.
Pathetic la, like no aim in life. WTH. No goal no aim. Leading life as the day goes by. It sucks man. Dunno maybe its coz its been a real darn long while since i liked someone or anyone. I don't even dare to ask myself if i'd given up hope on anything.
 
Single for 18 years and counting...